Who would have thought?

        

        Have you ever reached a point in your life wherein you just feel sad for no particular reason at all? Wherein so many questions would just pop out of nowhere? Questions that you, yourself cannot answer? Personally, I had many of those. Even if nothing bad happened, you just suddenly stop and stare and start thinking. Endless thinking. So many what ifs and not even one answer. 

        I guess that's part of life. We need to have those kinds of days to actually be able to reflect on what's happening with us and around us. 'Coz most of the time we don't really see what's around us if we don't stop. Being sad at one point can actually help us notice the other side of things. Of course, we'll notice first the bad side but at the end of the thinking process we had, we'll realize that a lot of good things surround us. We just don't take time to appreciate them. Feeling sad which leads into deep thinking could be one of God's ways to show us what else He has prepared for us.

        These times could help us in knowing ourselves better. With that one feeling, you start asking questions and those questions will make you think. About yourself and about your whole life. Which is actually good. Who would have thought that being sad could actually be beneficial? Who would have thought that sadness could suddenly turn into happiness? :)

Credits to the owners of the pictures used above.

Love you Green Archers♥♥♥

        Sorry for this very late blog post of mine. Was supposed to post this right after the game but wasn't able to finish so yeah, here it is anyway :))

        What a heartbreaking loss. :( Really sad about the outcome of the game. I was already expecting an overtime but then there goes Mac Belo, making that 3 point shot with just a second left. WHAAAT!! That was my reaction with what happened. You don't know how depressed I was haha! I'm sure all Lasallians and fans of DLSU were so down that moment. We were all hoping that La Salle goes back to the finals. But no :( Sadly, it didn't happen. Funny how me and my sister cried after realizing that La Salle lost. Well..we're really die hard fans. Lalo na ko. Hahaha! Would really defend and fight for DLSU. School spirit, as what most people would say. That's just who I am. Proud to be a Lasallian. Forever. 

     I know we couldn't do anything about it now. What's done is done. But I just really wanna blog about the Green Archers. Just to share how big of a fan I am haha. Not just that. But to really commend how great the Archers played this season. I know how bad they want to win in every game. It's just that other teams also wanted the same. The Archers just failed to execute better. NU and FEU both deserved to be in the finals. Kinapos lang talaga ang DLSU. Sobrang panghihinayang lang talaga. But still, they did great. 

     It's just sad that Almond Vosotros, Norbert Torres and Yutien Andrada won't be playing for DLSU anymore. Thank you for the five years that you've played for La Salle. Thank you! So sad that they couldn't end their career with a championship.

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Almond Vosotros.
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It just breaks my heart upon seeing Almond Vosotros seated in the middle of the court after the game and really depressed. Wanna hug him! Aww. :'( You'll forever be my crush Almond. With the way you play and your smile. Hihi.♥ Good luck with everything!

Norbert Torres.
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Norbear!! DLSU will definitely miss this big guy. The way you dominate inside and how determined you are to get those inside points, those will definitely be missed. Good job Norbert Torres!

Thank you Yutien Andrada!
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Yutien Andrada! A crowd favorite. Too bad you weren't able to get a lot of playing time for the past two seasons. But still, whenever you're inside the court you never fail to prove your worth. Thank you Yutien! :)

For the other players who still have more playing years, thank you as well. For all the hard work you've put in every training and game you guys have. For proving to every Lasallian that the team is worth cheering for. Thank you for having that animo within you.

Jeron Teng.
Credits to GoArchers for the picture.

Jeron Teng!!! Who will ever forget this guy? How great he played this season? Definitely has the right to be called the King Archer. For sure, he'll bounce back next season!

Jason Perkins. cto.

Jason Perkins. Hefty lefty. What a season for this guy. What a great player. Can't wait to see him again next season!

Thomas Torres.
My crush ever since he was in HS. :">
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Thomas Torres. Too bad he got injured early in the season. But for sure, he's more eager to play by next year. Can't wait for him to fully recover.

Julian Sargent. What a revelation. Hitting many 3s. Wow. What a great rookie! Excited to see him play next season.

Arnold van Opstal.
credits to The Lasallian.

AVO! My crush when it comes to looks and body hehe♥♥♥ Although there are times wherein you weren't delivering. At least there were more days wherein you did. And thank you for that. See you next season!

Prince Rivero.

Prince Rivero. The Prince Archer. This rookie really stepped up when he is needed.  A lot of shots that were badly needed by the team came from this kid. Really glad he's with La Salle. 

Kib Montalbo. Quality minutes were given to him because of Thomas' injury. With the playing minutes he got, he definitely showed what he's capable of. Good job Kib! 

Kayo pa din ang champion para samin!!!
Love you Green Archers♥♥♥ hihihi.

We may not have defended the crown but for sure the team will bounce back next season. Stronger and more determined! Can't wait for the new players!! DLSU will be a different team next season. Definitely a better team. ANIMO LA SALLE!!!

Walang kamatayang pagmamahal sa Pamantasan ng De La Salle!!!

*Btw, congratulations to the NU Bulldogs for winning their second championship after 60 years! Wow! Definitely a much deserved win! :))) Congrats also to the FEU Tamaraws! :) Next stop: UAAP Volleyball Season. Let's go Lady Spikers! :)

What happened for the past year?

        And yes, I'm back! It's been more than a year since I last blogged. Was planning on doing this since I don't know when. Hahaha! But then, laziness always wins. Plus the load of things I need to do. So for that one year that I wasn't able to blog, a lot has happened. Really. A LOT.

         Last school year, I started with med school. I went to San Beda College in Mendiola and I was so excited back then 'coz finally I'll be able to start fulfilling my dreams. During the first months, I was really eager with everything that I was doing. I was really attentive during lectures and can you believe that I didn't fall asleep during 4-hour lectures? Yes, I was able to do that. But during the first semester only hehe. Sorry naman. So, as I was telling you, a lot has happened during the past year. I can't imagine how all of the things that happened fit into that one school year which was only 10 months. It was really a roller coaster ride for me. Full of ups and downs. I can't even describe to you how hard med school is. If back in college you can cram for exams, you definitely can't do that in med school. One reading wouldn't be enough. Trust me. But even if I wanted to do several readings, I really can't. Time wasn't really on our side, you know. I thought that I could really do well in med school, that I could even top subjects but I guess that would only be a thought now. I don't know why. But even how hard I try to, I really can't get the grades I wanted. There were so many times last year that I already doubted myself. Well, until now. There were times that I wanted to quit. 'Coz I was thinking that it wasn't meant for me. But then, my family and friends would tell me to stay strong and to always believe in myself. If I badly wanted to become a doctor, I can and I will. So that's what I did. I became more eager in continuing what I'm doing. Trying to be the doctor I always wanted to be.

         Med school was a lot easier because of the friends I gained during my stay in Beda. I was really glad to have found such friends who understood me so well. They understand every bit of me. 'Coz they also feel the same way. With school and with life. Well, I'm just more dramatic lol. I'm just so happy that I have friends who are there for me when I feel so down after an exam or when I feel so tired after a long day of lectures and labs. After class, we would always end up eating. Me and my friends definitely love to eat. That's why I gained weight. Yes, I did. For some people, they didn't notice it but for my family..they did! I really did gain a lot of weight from med school. I used to weigh less than 100lbs. But now, I don't go down 110 lbs. Wow diba? Well, that was actually okay for me. That's what I wanted for a long time haha. So, no regrets. I just want my body to be toned. Kainis, gumaganun pa hahaha. But I'm serious about that. One step at a time Bianca. :p

         What else would I tell you about the past year? Besides the hardships I had to go through? lol. Oh, yeah. I joined the official dance group in our college. It's called Medicosalto. I've been wanting to join a dance group since I was in DLSU but I didn't have the courage to audition. I don't know what got into me that I joined Medicosalto. But anyway, I was really glad that I did. 'Coz finally I was able to do one thing I've been wanting to do ever since. I also thought that by joining, it could help in making med school a lot fun. Well, it did. Sort of. If we're not doing hardcore exercises. But thanks to those exercises we do that I was able to bring back the flexible me. Hehe. Also acquired a few skills. Was able to do cartwheels, left split, right split and more. :O Yay! Before, I only knew how to do a center split and other simple skills. Because of Medicosalto, I was able to join an interschool competition. Was able to compete with other med schools. I was also able to perform in front of a big audience in Aliw Theatre. That's something eh? Definitely a one of a kind experience. Something worth keeping. But I guess that will be my first and last one. It was kinda hard for me to balance acads and dancing. Even if I wanted to continue doing both, I had to prioritize plus I'm not in Beda anymore. Yes, I transferred to another school due to personal and other reasons haha! Let's leave it that way. Okay? :))

         So, what else? It was also last year when I had feelings for a certain guy. Imagine that. Hahaha. Can't really imagine it now. I was so happy then. Well, he made me happy but just for a short span of time. 'Coz after a few months, he did hurt me. So much. Nakakainis diba. I really thought he was different. Everything he showed me was just a facade. I can go on and on telling you negative things about him, but I won't do that. Just wanna share that at some point last year, he became part of my life.

         I think that can somehow summarize what happened for the past year. Will just blog about my out of town trips differently. Specifically my El Nido and Boracay trips. Plus the out of country trip I had last summer. If I don't become lazy. :)

         Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I cut my hair short, really short and dyed it :) For a change hihi.

         Until my next. Thanks for reading!