And yes, I'm back! It's been more than a year since I last blogged. Was planning on doing this since I don't know when. Hahaha! But then, laziness always wins. Plus the load of things I need to do. So for that one year that I wasn't able to blog, a lot has happened. Really. A LOT.
Last school year, I started with med school. I went to San Beda College in Mendiola and I was so excited back then 'coz finally I'll be able to start fulfilling my dreams. During the first months, I was really eager with everything that I was doing. I was really attentive during lectures and can you believe that I didn't fall asleep during 4-hour lectures? Yes, I was able to do that. But during the first semester only hehe. Sorry naman. So, as I was telling you, a lot has happened during the past year. I can't imagine how all of the things that happened fit into that one school year which was only 10 months. It was really a roller coaster ride for me. Full of ups and downs. I can't even describe to you how hard med school is. If back in college you can cram for exams, you definitely can't do that in med school. One reading wouldn't be enough. Trust me. But even if I wanted to do several readings, I really can't. Time wasn't really on our side, you know. I thought that I could really do well in med school, that I could even top subjects but I guess that would only be a thought now. I don't know why. But even how hard I try to, I really can't get the grades I wanted. There were so many times last year that I already doubted myself. Well, until now. There were times that I wanted to quit. 'Coz I was thinking that it wasn't meant for me. But then, my family and friends would tell me to stay strong and to always believe in myself. If I badly wanted to become a doctor, I can and I will. So that's what I did. I became more eager in continuing what I'm doing. Trying to be the doctor I always wanted to be.
Med school was a lot easier because of the friends I gained during my stay in Beda. I was really glad to have found such friends who understood me so well. They understand every bit of me. 'Coz they also feel the same way. With school and with life. Well, I'm just more dramatic lol. I'm just so happy that I have friends who are there for me when I feel so down after an exam or when I feel so tired after a long day of lectures and labs. After class, we would always end up eating. Me and my friends definitely love to eat. That's why I gained weight. Yes, I did. For some people, they didn't notice it but for my family..they did! I really did gain a lot of weight from med school. I used to weigh less than 100lbs. But now, I don't go down 110 lbs. Wow diba? Well, that was actually okay for me. That's what I wanted for a long time haha. So, no regrets. I just want my body to be toned. Kainis, gumaganun pa hahaha. But I'm serious about that. One step at a time Bianca. :p
What else would I tell you about the past year? Besides the hardships I had to go through? lol. Oh, yeah. I joined the official dance group in our college. It's called Medicosalto. I've been wanting to join a dance group since I was in DLSU but I didn't have the courage to audition. I don't know what got into me that I joined Medicosalto. But anyway, I was really glad that I did. 'Coz finally I was able to do one thing I've been wanting to do ever since. I also thought that by joining, it could help in making med school a lot fun. Well, it did. Sort of. If we're not doing hardcore exercises. But thanks to those exercises we do that I was able to bring back the flexible me. Hehe. Also acquired a few skills. Was able to do cartwheels, left split, right split and more. :O Yay! Before, I only knew how to do a center split and other simple skills. Because of Medicosalto, I was able to join an interschool competition. Was able to compete with other med schools. I was also able to perform in front of a big audience in Aliw Theatre. That's something eh? Definitely a one of a kind experience. Something worth keeping. But I guess that will be my first and last one. It was kinda hard for me to balance acads and dancing. Even if I wanted to continue doing both, I had to prioritize plus I'm not in Beda anymore. Yes, I transferred to another school due to personal and other reasons haha! Let's leave it that way. Okay? :))
So, what else? It was also last year when I had feelings for a certain guy. Imagine that. Hahaha. Can't really imagine it now. I was so happy then. Well, he made me happy but just for a short span of time. 'Coz after a few months, he did hurt me. So much. Nakakainis diba. I really thought he was different. Everything he showed me was just a facade. I can go on and on telling you negative things about him, but I won't do that. Just wanna share that at some point last year, he became part of my life.
I think that can somehow summarize what happened for the past year. Will just blog about my out of town trips differently. Specifically my El Nido and Boracay trips. Plus the out of country trip I had last summer. If I don't become lazy. :)
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I cut my hair short, really short and dyed it :) For a change hihi.
Until my next. Thanks for reading!
